Missa pro defunctis
I heard a voice from heaven, saying unto me, Write---
From henceforth blessed are the dead which die in the Lord: even so saith the Spirit: for they rest from their labours.
(Revelation 14:13)
It’s been almost 40 years since a crew performed an air test on Train No.6, then climbed aboard as a grizzled hogger gently notched out a pair of SW1500s and O/S-ed Snyder, Texas at 6:45pm and trundled the 30 miles across the High Plains back to home, the scant tonnage picked up from the AT&SF interchange barely taxing the veteran EMDs as they made their graveyard run to Roscoe and a connection with the T&P.
The cries of the 1970s for industry deregulation began to dig the graves of little carriers whose efficacy had long been in question---
The bill that Harley Staggers hung his name onto, and that President Jimmy Carter penned his signature upon in 1980---
Shoved them into the hole and covered them up.
That the Roscoe, Snyder & Pacific lasted until 1984 is not miraculous by any means, but it was tenacious and sought to live up to the “& Pacific” as long as it could.
Until it couldn’t any longer.
One fell swoop severed the iron just west of Roscoe, and the winds that scour the Texas Plains have sought to erase all traces from existence ever since.
And here we are, steeped in the fast-fading light of a sacred Sunday evening, rummaging through the flatlands for trinkets and baubles and the resting places for things that once were, the gentle ‘whoosh---whoosh’ of turbine blades as a wind-driven Gregorian chant calling the faithful to genuflect, the weekenders oblivious to all but their modern music and their I-phones as they blindly whiz past on their ways back to classes in Lubbock or some God-forsaken job in the Metroplex.
But for the true believers, there is a moment that quickens the heart, an apparition that might suggest No.6 is still running on time tonight, perhaps with a single car of diesel fuel for the company tanks in Roscoe.
It is a vision that for certain garners a smile, even for those who know the impossibilities of such an occurrence.
But tonight, we are truly at the end of the line, where rails of the old RS&P play-out in the sands of Nolan County, and things usually come to die; our concerns lay not with the old tank car which has been shorn of its external sheathing and its insulation in preparation for what might well be an appointment with its acetylene-assisted destiny, but with the venerated EMD, itself a graduate of the Class of 1951. Though black rattle can paint obscures the ‘U.S. ARMY’ that once adorned the hood, long-time Eagle Railcar Services employee No.2009 still wears her yellow stripes on the frame sill, a reminder of her years of tireless military service before she came to shuffle cars about the Roscoe plant.
Perhaps it will dodge the bullet, languishing here year after year as the dust and the winds pummel it until, in a sort of deja-vu all over again, as with the R-S Pacific’s own SW8 No.200, it will one day just not be here anymore, disappearing from the Eagle roster in the dead of night never to be seen or heard again.
Perhaps it was only left at the end of the track by a crew hasty to start their weekend, it more expedient to switch off the prime mover and jump in the airconditioned company pickup for the two-and-a-half mile ride back to the shops for a wash-up before punching out on Friday afternoon; the shiny red Trackmobile they passed as they turned into the former RS&P yard is, quite possibly, a sign of things to come.
The hour is late, indeed.
And as we wrest ourselves from reverie, vows to return soon and continue the vigil are offered forth.
There are no candles to light, nor holy water to dip a finger in, nor rosary beads to count---
Only a juxtaposition of eras and the inexorable crush of time, where once-modern conveyances have outlived their usefulness---
A casket open for all the world to see, yet the passers-by don’t bat an eye---
As the choir of turbines stands dutifully to chant their monotonous call to prayer.
It was a good run.
Missa pro defunctis
Rick Malo©2023